domingo, 2 de janeiro de 2011

childhood

Look at her. Just being herself. She is so innocent, so dreamy and so optimistic. I wish we could be just like that. Big kids living an eternal childhood.

wishing stars

roses

I wish he would send me roses...

sábado, 1 de janeiro de 2011

rock and roll lullaby - B.J. Thomas

She was just sixteen and all alone
When I came to be
So we grew up together
My mama child and me
Now things were bad and she was scared
But whenever I would cry
She'd calm my fears and dry my tears
With a rock and roll lullaby

And she would sing sha na na na na na na na ...
It will be all right sha na na na na na....
Sha na na na na na na na ...
Now just hold on tight

Sing it to me mama (mama mama ma)
Sing it sweet and clear, oh!
Mama let me hear that old rock and roll lullaby

We made it through the lonely days
But Lord the nights were long
And we'd dream of better moments
When mama sang her song
Now I can't recall the words at all
It don't make sense to try
'Cause I just knew lots of love came thru
In that rock and roll lullaby

And she'd sing sha na na na na na na na
It will be all right
Sha na na na na na na na
Now just hold on tigh

I can hear you mama, mama, mama, mama
nothing loose my soul
like the sound of the good old rock and roll lullaby

lullaby

"So sing me a lullaby, telling it all is going to be fine..."

abortion

MONTH ONE
Mommy, I’m only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favourite lullaby.

MONTH TWO
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I’m a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home, though. It's so nice and warm in here.

MONTH THREE
you know what mommy, I'm a girl!!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can’t hear me.

MONTH FOUR
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It's very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my toes and fingers, and stretch my arms and legs. I'm becoming quite good at it too.

MONTH FIVE
you went to the doctor today mommy. He lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

MONTH SIX
I can hear that doctor again. I don’t like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is introducing my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy, what is it? It burns!! Please make him stop! I can’t get away from it! Mommy!!! Help me! No.....

MONTH SEVEN
Mommy, I'm okay. I'm in Jesus' arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn’t you want me mommy?


Every abortion is just one more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more voice that will never speak.

lonely

hello? hello? anyone?
I'm all alone, I can feel it.  nobody cares about me anymore!
mommy? mommy! please! come take me home! I need someone to dry my tears, someone to hug me and say: it'll be ok. everything it's going to be fine.
please daddy, sing to me! carry me away from this place! pack me to the sound an old lullaby. the same old songs you sang to me long time ago!
I don't want to be alone anymore. I just need a friend, a shoulder, somewhere I could hide from the coldness of the outside... please! somebody take me away from here! take me!
loneliness, the only feeling that could describe what I'm feeling. all the time. every day. every hour of the day. every day of the year. every year of my life....