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   How am I feeling? Well, I'm feeling strange, tired, lazy, and a little sad. Where are you, when I need the most? Where were you, when I was sad, when I was crying? I don't know, but there's something I know: If you were here, I'd be feeling better.
  If you were here, maybe, I wouldn't be feeling like I'm the loneliest person in the world. Maybe, I wouldn't be wasting my time, thinking about how we were, before. How you used to touch my face, how you used to hug me when I was sad.
 Maybe, just maybe. I wouldn't be looking at my phone, waiting for a call that never comes...